DAY NO. 4.
dun worry bestfren.
im not angry.
it's jus tat there's this weird
feeling tat overwhelmed mi at that moment?
shld i say it was sad ?
despair ?
or shocked would be a better word ?
it's really difficult to describe this feeling.
well,
i really tink keeping silent at times
would be the better way out.
and i admire myself for having quite a good temper.
im actually doin tat
too often tat i feel i will break down anytime.
it's nt as easy as u tink.
i swear.
i may look cheerful
in the exterior, but nv in the interior.
and i admit tat
i can be quite pessimistic at times.
i can be so pessimistic
tat i will lie on the bed for a long time,
thinking about the worst things tat could happen.
so pls pardon mi for
giving u the wrong idea jus now. i jus dun noe how to react.
and im really glad.
i cant seems to be angry with u.
:D
